Marie Isabel was born March 3, 2007. She arrived right on time, on her due date and her arrival was much hoped for by her mother, father and sister.
Mari
e kicked so hard in
utero that everyone was certain she was a boy, everyone but big sister Josie who knew with no uncertainty
that she was going to have a sister.
Weighing it at 7lbs 15 ounces and 20.25 inches tall we brought home our dark haired girl and settled into a deliriously
happy
existence.
A
ll went well, Marie developed normally until 5 and half months. At this time she started showing an intentional
tremor, most noticeable when eating, playing or crying. We met with the neurologist
s on October 16, 2007 at The
Children's Hospital in Aurora, Colorado. We were admitted to the hospital that day through emergency and in the days that followed we were
mis-diagnosed with a form of cancer. A CAT scan didn't show the tumor that they believed was there and from there we met with the metabolic doctors. Marie's MRI showed lesions in her brain and they gave Marie the diagnosis of Leigh's Disease, on of many Mitochondrial Disorders.
I
n December, 2007 genetic testing found the mutation in Marie's
Mitochondrial DNA. Almost 100% of the cells in her blood are affected in Complex I of the cell's respiratory
chain, this means that they cannot produce energy efficiently
enough to sustain her. Marie suffers from a severe energy deficiency.
The tremor has vanished now, but Marie is troubled by severe reflux (or vomiting). They tell us she suffers from a "failure to thrive". Marie no-longer takes a
pacifier, she struggles to suck hard enough to keep it in her mouth. Her head control is poor, and she doesn't stand often. Many nights, Marie does not sleep well, though Mommy and Daddy try to keep her comfortable
in between them. She has periods of pain, as of yet unexplained
.
Despite all of this every day with her is a blessing, she can laugh, she can smile, she can play. On good days she can roll over. We try so hard to focus on the good, and take the best care we can of the blessing we have been given.
Up
date March 2008. Marie is no longer vocal, rarely makes eye contact. Emotions are hard to read, we think she still smiles sometimes. She has seizures and we're trying out the drug
Keppra to control them. She is tube fed, but still nurses like a rock star. She sleeps in the middle with Mommy and Daddy every night. She is
soooooo LOVED!
Update, September 2008: EEG has proven Marie DOES NOT have seizures, she has a movement disorder called
Dystonia caused by the damage to her brain from Leigh's. She is now completely free from seizure medication and much more alert. She
coo's, she smiles, she plays. She is such a joy! How blessed are we?!
Update April, 2009: Marie is proof that God answers prayers. She smiles, talks, plays, still eats by mouth, though she did wean herself from nursing in March. She is able to move her head side to side, and with assistance can hold very small things in her hands. She adores her big sister Josie, and has a very special
relationship with her Daddy.
Diazepam is controlling
her movement disorder,
Dystonia, nicely and it is no longer an issue. The majority of her nutrition is via g-tube but she does enjoy eating bits by mouth. She is almost 22 lbs at 25 months old! Currently Marie only takes
Diazepam and Melatonin regularly.
Putting her care in God's hands has been the best medicine for her that we've found and He has blessed us.
Update September 17, 2009:
On August 28, 2009 God called Marie home to be with Him after the most beautiful summer together. She fell asleep the night before safe in bed beside Daddy while I was at the hospital with her new little sister who had arrived that day. Sometime in the early morning hours God called to her and she flew, waking in Jesus arms. She is healed, Praise God, and she is running, dancing, singing and laughing in the fields of Heaven. We are struggling daily to get by without our joyful girl. It is hard to be without her but we rejoice anticipating our reunion with her when our work here is done. Big sister Josie misses her sister badly, and little sister Sarah will learn about her through pictures and stories. We were blessed with the time we had, we know that no matter how long we could have had her it wouldn't have been enough. Our special angel, beautiful girl, Little Mama, perfect princess, we miss you and we love you.
Marie napping (on her own!!!) in the recliner. She is so beautiful, and her hair is getting so long!
My view from the sling... Marie in her favorite place:) She's still spending a few hours every afternoon in her pouch, she is my little Sling Thing.
Monday night Josie had her first soccer practice. She's the one in the pink coat and shorts. In this pick she's sitting down holding the ball. She had a blast and seemed to pick it up pretty quickly. I think she'll enjoy it. Also, since the weathers getting nicer and it's outside, her games are something that we can do as a family and bring Marie along. That, is priceless.
I cannot believe how quickly the year went by... it seems only yesterday we brought our bundle home. I don't know if it's all the struggles we've faced, how amazing her spirit is, or how much I've learned, but I do know, we are so blessed to get to hold this BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!
