Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Missing Rie Rie is easier if it's done in the sunshine. It's hard to be sad when it's so beautiful outside... yesterday I sat and sunned, and watched Sarah sleep in her car seat in the shop. I watched the sky from a hot black seat on the four wheeler while Luke prepared the drill for sowing wheat. I watched him work while I was lazy and it was nice... nice and quiet for remembering beautiful things... nice to see him at his work because I often don't get to watch him. Nice to see Sarah sleeping peacefully, nice knowing Josie was happy to be at school on a Tuesday, nice to picture Marie running through fields of Heaven like the fields of home, and nice to feel the sun on my back. Right now, that's enough.